Almost forgotten that i have a blog, almost wanted to start a diary - the pen and pencil type. Luckily, one of my friend saved my link in his blog. Oh, just realised that if you have a gmail account, you can just use that to acess your blogger account! Is it kool?

Anyway, just a brief update so far:
1. Been to hongkong and hanoi during July
2. Went for my practicum and realised that utopia those exisit. Discipline really can be enforced in schools!
3. Rejected by a girl again! she said we can only be friends (Didn't realised i've such a friendly face!)
4. Bought a new laptop.
5. Pay back the desktop loan.

Some musings so far:
1. what's the point of having 300 plus contacts in ur friendsters and 100 in your window messanger account, when you open up the screen to find 40 person online and none that you want to go out with?
2. what's the point of telling someone that you only treat him as a friend when you reject all his invitation to go out?
3. why lie when it's better to tell the truth? is it because you don't want to put urself in a badlight?

Anyone of you out there know what you wanted to do with your LIFE?

I din and i still can't chart out a proper path for myself to take towards the future. It sucks to know that you are 29 and you are still clueless on what you want to do with your life.

I used to think that i wanted to open a marketing agency and give all the big boys a run of their money. But then i started to think a bit differently nowadays.

Here's my new thought for my future. I was thinking after completing my teaching bond in 3 years time. I want to go and volunteer myself in all the non-profit organization all around the world. By volunteering, i do not mean by going there and build schools, wells or villages. I am looking at something more long term, probably volunteering my time by working in those non-profit organizations doing data collection, field works ...etc... or i could be an educator and give education for all the kids around.

I think life should be like that. It's not about taking but about giving back. A bit loofy i know, i can't believe myself too...but i think it should be the path i want to take.

To those who managed to get into ZOUK on wednesday - Vesak Day. I HATE YOU !

Why are they so many people at zouk, are you sure all of you are at a legal age?

Wanted to revisit some old memories, hence decided to go to zouk but turn out the queue was damn horrible. In the end, after much delibration and much discussion, we ended up at the PUMP room . Maybe it had been a long time since i partied, but i think it is a nice place to party. The enivornment was clean and even the restrooms are clean when i used the gents at around 2am! The choice of music and the ocassional live band were great. I saw a lot of pple dancing inside the place, whereas me and my friends just decide to try out the beer. The price was cheap, i think it was $11 for a half pint of beer. It has its own mirco bewery so i tried it's IPA but i think i still preferred brwerekez's.

Anyhow, the company was great, i got to make two new friends - cookies and pauline i think. They are kind of young cos of age but they are game for a lot of things which made them good company to be around. Anyway, i also relised the importance of giving good instructions. When your supper place is a zion road which is at the end of river valley road, please make sure you tell ur friends it is at zion road instead of river valley road. Me and my friends walked all the way from clarke quay to zion road just for supper and it was defintely not funny. Plus the supper place which serves prata and other indian stuffs...did not have great services. I was practically ignored and paid lip services by their waiters who pretended not to see me and who told me they would came back and take my orders and didn't.

it's been about 22 days since my last posting.
I am actually amazed how many things had happened to my life
My dad got into an car accident, luckily noone was hurt.
But the old suzuki swift would be scrapped and a new Honda Jazz will take her place.
A friend chose to give up her 7 year old friendship for a boyfriend she had just met for 2 - 3 weeks. Such irony and love is truly blind.
Me and my classmates/colleagues managed to "came, saw and conquered" Mt ophir.
However, we lost a friend to the force of nature.
He was crushed in his sleep.
I believed he is now in a much better place looking over us and chasing all the nice "angels" up there.
We become closer because of such a unfortunate incident.
Hongkong came and went, was there for 5 days , din to much except to admire the sky scrapers and catch up with friends.
Was sick for 5 days after coming back from Hong kong, coincidentally, i did not smoke throughout that 5 days of sickness. Hence i decided to keep the trend going.
Thought a lot about life during this 5 days of sickness...(i know again!)..and became sick just by thinking of life.
I decided to stop thinking and just live it. Although i am not sure on how to live a good one, but i believe slowly and surely i will find a way out.

it's been a while since my last posting.
lotsa of things had happened during these times.
I had fallen madly in love, and fall madly out of love.
I came across a 9 year old relationship which does not seem to be as rock steady as i would believed.
I became closer with a very close friend.
I had a friend who came back from london.
I had a "sister" who came back from Japan
I had two good friends who came back from the states.
And yet, i am still stuck in Singapore.
I had become more outspoken, outgoing and yet emptiness seems to be filling me from within.
I been questioning the need of a relationship and whether we stay the longest with the one we loved or the one we are most comfortable with.
Bless the one who can find one which satisfy both citeria.
I know the reasons for why i may be a destestable person to some, yet i refused to change as i do not want to lost my "identity".
I could be just crap

i am alive....dun worry....the reason that i have not been posting were due to the fact that i actually forgot about my password and log in name. Fret not...i have finally remembered.

Inspiring Story! Free Hugs Campaign (music by sick puppies)

A friend sent mi this link which link to this FREE HUG CAMPAIGN which i though was truely inspirational. Although at the first glance i was thinking WTF, however on second thought i realised that this video had shown once again, the power of a driven individual would achive unlimitless potential. Perhaps i would try something like this as well... the 1st start to world peace i prehaps through the simplest gesture...showing love by hugging